Bintang Jatuh

Dia kembali bertanya kepadaku:
"Lalu bagaimana rasanya, ketika itu semua berakhir?"

Terdiam sejenak, kemudian aku menjawabnya:
"Bagaimana rasanya, menjadi bintang jatuh di langit malam?"



Setelah sekian lama bertakhta di luar angkasa
Dikenal segenap jagad raya
Setelah sekian lama dikagumi oleh Matahari
Diperhatikan, dilindungi, dicintai
Dipeluk oleh kehangatannya

Pada suatu masa terangku mulai melemah
Sendu adalah warna baruku
Memandangmu kini menyilaukanku
Dan aku merasakannya.
Sang Ajal dalam perjalanan menuju padaku.

Aku berharap kau mau membagikan sedikit saja
Sedikit saja, dari cahayamu
Meski aku tahu, aku tak layak
Tak boleh engkau kehilangan terangmu
Karena banyaknya kehidupan dalam naunganmu
Terutama satu, yang tersayang, yang indah dan biru,
yang bernama Bumi.

Lalu kaualihkan pandanganmu dariku
Karena tak ada lagi yang bisa kaulakukan
Selain membiarkanku sendiri.
Namun setidaknya aku pernah menjadi pujaanmu,
Aku tak meminta lebih
dan tak akan berhenti mencintaimu.
Hanya kali ini, dalam diam.



Dan jadilah, aku hanya bisa diam
Menunggu,
dalam dinginnya ruang hampa udara tak berbatas
Melihat yang lain pun bersedih melihatku
Namun mereka tak sanggup berkata
Bahwa Ajal telah tiba.

Ia mengambil sisa cahayaku
dan melepaskanku pergi.
Maka aku terjatuh, makin lama makin cepat.

Dalam airmata aku mengenangmu, Matahari.
Aku mendambakan sentuhanmu lagi
Kehangatanmu lagi di sekujur tubuhku
Aku ingin menjadi kesayanganmu
Hingga aku teringat, ya, seperti Bumi.
Maka dengan sisa nafasku,
kesanalah aku menuju.

Bulan tercengang melihatku
melintas di hadapannya.
Aku terjatuh, kencang.
Terbakar oleh atmosfer.
Aku telah tiada.

Di Bumi aku tiba
dengan raga menyatu dengannya,
menjadi bagian darinya.
Bagian dari yang ia, Matahariku, sayangi.


BR

Ocean of Stars

BR

I don't mind

I'm too in love with you

You're like a favorite place

a very mesmerizing one

where my mind loves to wander

exploring every thoughts of you

and get lost in it.

I'm too in love with you

You hurt me several times

But I love that, the pain

that you gave me

'Cause I know it would worth

your love for me.

I'm too in love with you

I don't care if someday

you walk away from me

It will as well break my heart

to a thousand pieces

but I'll never regret giving myself to you.

Obviously

Unquestionably

Unfortunately

Too in love with you.

But I don't mind.

BR

The Other Side of Night

Everything has two sides. Sometimes I'm afraid of the night time. Because that's the perfect time for me to think about everything and nothing can disturb me, and also the most possible time that I can be overthink about some ongoing problems and then stressed myself out.

But on the other hand, I really love the night because it opens my mind. Looking at those stars and I feel my mind going to the other galaxy, imagining another world out there... Feeling so peaceful and calm... And realizing many other beautiful things in this life.

-BR-

Night Time is The Right Time

"I have loved the stars too fondly to be fearful of the night"

There's something magical about the night. Yes, I might have nyctophilia or anything like that.

And I might not have always look up at the stars every single night. In fact, I can barely see them from where I am right now. The light pollution is just too much here, because I live in the city.

But this is something I really love about the stars; they're always up there. They're always there for me, if I ever look above again, if I ever stop what I'm busy doing and go out of my roof, to relieve me and remind me once again..... make me think about life, and make me feel alive.



And now, the silence would once again brings me to sleep... safe and sound.
Nighty night!

BR

Out of Nowhere

I just remembered some words that I've read from a Twitter account, months ago. I can't remember the details but it was probably like this:

"She fell but did not land. He knew but could not help. They fell together into a bottomless pit called love."

Don't know why I just love these words... Done searching in Google but couldn't find anything. Anybody ever heard of that?

Lost Stars

Lost Stars quote - Maroon 5

(the background image's not mine)

Yeah I love starry night so much.

BR